I feel afraid, I'm all locked up I can't express myself But if I hide how I feel It makes me feel no hope
Fear has me It's gripped on hard I cannot find relief
I'm all locked up inside a cell As i stare in disbelief
How? Say its not so How did we get so lost I just can't see what's all happened I'm blinded behind my smile
But my smile never shows I have no reason for joy I'm all locked up inside
This prison isn't physical But it limits more beyond Its in my mind compelling me Saying I cannot do what's right
I have no freedom What do I do I do nothing For there is no reason with hope There is no freedom inside
Im struggling In frightened, lost, confused, hurt, and sad I don't know what to do I feel like nothing but a lost sheep One that will be found in 14 years.
I'm sad to know this does describe me, but I feel peace through it all.