i miss the pier. how the waves crashed on top of each other, becoming a mirror for the moonlight. i remember closing my eyes and listening to a street performer playing his guitar, i let every note he played fill my chest and for a moment i forgot how sad i was. i wish i wasn't that sad when i was there. oh how he played so passionately, he knew he stopped time as his fingers picked the strings. i miss the pier. the smell of seawater stuck to my clothes and under my nose, and for once i loved it. i remember sitting down on the steps and watched everyone smile and hold each other close. i just wish that was me. so many people showing their talents, i called them beautiful and i never wanted to leave. the smell of popcorn and funnel cake surrounded the air. i felt like a kid again. the world stopped as tears slowly flooded my eyes, the water, the music, the laughter and smiles, the talent. god, how i missed the pier.