There is a reason I never return your calls

I don't have nothing to say
I wish I could forget about you
and all the memories we've made

There's a reason we only text

I can't hear your voice
I have no words to express my feelings
you don't make it easier

There's a reason I can't see you

I'm hurt
I don't want to cry or get mad
It can go both ways

I just don't want your face in my head
I don't want to see you in my dreams

I've been half lucid
half livid