I sit in my car for hours lately, I don’t want to go inside The house I go home to daily isn’t home It’s drywall, siding, and a couch that me and my home use to cuddle on together I’ve been home less because I’m homeless right now With my cardboard box, and Help Me Please Sign I try to make unorthodox thoughts to re design my homelessness issue "It's just not possible at this point in time, to realign my mind to see loneliness as an opportunity" I say talking to my therapist next to me You can tell me the stages of grief, and what I will feel I just simply cant deal with it.