I sometimes feel like a leech On the groin of a god Forgetting what I'm here for For something else. Finding sustenance In consumation Losing track of giving Falling into taking Like some pleasure driven beast I try to hold my apples Within my chalice I try to open my highways Of transcendence And ride the mental bliss toward wholeness of two But this body cries For seizure rapidity And composer to fall down the drain. And I struggle to be more than a worm.