My neck is sore tonight
I don’t know why
I can’t sleep
I don’t know why
The people who made my heart full are dead
The people who made my heart empty are dead
I should be able to sleep

I want to be held
But I don’t want the people I know to hold me
I want to cry
But only in front of a complete stranger

Do I miss him?
Do I miss her?
Even though they watered my sorrow?

I miss everyone when I’m lonely

My life is empty
No goals
No games
No pleasure
No purposes
No love
No lovers
No feelings
No rhythm
No rhyme
Nothing at all

But yet here I am
Overwhelmed with tears




                                             hold me
                                                   please



My neck is sore tonight