my hands were shaking when i wrote about you,
dying to write down the truth,
and i called it love.

you left me hating myself even more than before,
left me desperate for more,
and i called it love.

you caused me to drown in a sea of sorrow,
made me unsure about tomorrow,
and i called it love.

your touch sent a tidal wave of shivers down my spine,
for way too much time,
and i called it love.

i kept pouring my heart out to strangers,
you were starting to feel like a stranger,
and i called it love.

i wasn’t able to sleep for days and days on end,
feeling like these feelings were never gonna end,
yet i called it love.

you broke my ******* heart,
and broke my ******* mind,
i still called it love.



let’s just hope it wasn’t.