I too , just like you ,wait for what inspires me. For if i write , i am consciously taking the responsibility, To offer leisure activity , and a lesson. Adaptable to every person , who has a burden , Or not Doesn't matter , because i hit the right spot.
It is a self healing method i earned, Long ago , i learned not to be concerned Because, Energy can neither be created nor destroyed , only transformed.
We are patterned.
Shift your fixation. Love is attitude and behavior. You don't need a savior.