I toss and turn In this bed of feelings I cannot discern Pillow of your thoughts Have kept me awake And a blanket of your words Have been playing in my head I stare at the ceiling A blank and empty space Like my heart A void that you can only fill in I start to scribble your name Hoping to find comfort in this game But a lump in my throat started to sing A grief-stricken ballad Burning my skin Bleeds my eyes And I taste salt in my lips Long have I been haunted by your absence In between these sheets But darling the night is long A scarred morning I will mourn That in her arms you belong