I'm covered in brown mud, piled over with rusty red and orange leaves.
I lay at the foot of what now, is an old friend.
It's not easy to get much sunshine the large Oak's roots are what both isolate and keep my company.
I'd been loved a long while but that story is an old life lived a memory that became a fantasy time stretched until it's bonds broke.
They tried to recover me, for a short while for something that mirrored commitment at such a young and impressionable age.
They hunted in and out of trunks of the large Oak's home never to find where I lay.
Embedded in October's leaves.
Yet, distance didn't make the heart grow fonder.
I'd been lost and long forgotten at the brink of dusk, at the ring of a more warming love.
They came back, once or twice, to test the shaded wood, the darkened dirt.
They came back until leaves covered me eye-high.
If they were still yelling for the track of my presence I could no longer hear them.
Even if they were still scouring built-down woods, I could no longer see them allow them to catch my eye.
Even if they still loved me I could no longer feel them covered by cracked dirt, and crumpled leaves.
The roots had become my lover now grown to hug my rounded hips my heaping dirt-covered smile.
The wind doesn't play with me much only to allow a sweeping kiss of leaves, or to pick the dirt coat from my back and donate to a better cause the warming of a seed that tiny Christmas Rose.
I quit listening long after I quit looking, looking for the boys that had once loved me.
Only then did he come sticky handed, dressed in metal, and armed to save a princess.
Engrossed in his enactment, poking swords at my Oak demanding emptied branches release his Rapunzel, I saw him catch glimpse of my rounded edges.
I didn't notice until I looked up into those adventurous eyes.
He knelt, gigantic in young age, he plucked me easily from my big Oak roots.
He wiped dirt from my body slowly and softly like I was new-found treasure Like I was the gold every child hunts for in their own back yard.
He ran his rough thumbs on my edges never lifting his eyes from his fingers on that short walk home.
He rinsed me clean under warmed water, wondered about my stories then dusk came.
I was tucked warm under his protection under that imaginative mind, and the boy made me his own.