What a selfish child, she thought Leeching the poor tree dry Less than what she had been before.
She herself stripped of her jewels Made into extreme miniatures for her children’s fingers and ears The mossy fur ripped from her flesh Her screams the crunch and creak as they felled her trees.
They give her no pause between the spasms of pain An endless labor with no birth to show No relief and her sweat has filled oceans.
The fires licking over her parched skin are a joyous pain She writhes, reveling in the heat. And now it is her children who scream and sob Begging the man who cradles them in his palm to restrain her.
But he won’t For they are hers while mortal And he will not touch them Until their ghosts have shrugged from their shells.
Once the sight of their broken bodies would have caused her tears to pour forth Drowning their tiny lungs and swelling the number held by him. But now she is a mother who turns her face from her squalling infants Cries falling onto calloused ears.
She learned from the many named man How to be at peace with their deaths And found from him comfort With his mouth sewn shut, his eyes only for those he holds His ears filled with the empty silence of their space. And even though this last sanctuary has become contaminated Still she stirs the soup of air rocketing her little ones around her.
Her ignorant children cause her agony But what young do not?
Some even pray to her Working to feed off her in other ways And though they are only a drop in the bucket of her pain She cannot deny she loves them.
So long has she watched them live and die Broke down their empty bodies and seen them rejoin their creator to weep when faced with what they have done to her their mother.
A pity the dead cannot speak to the living. But she quiets them Shows her disembodied children The wonders she still holds Smothered, smudged and distorted.
Again they sob thinking she means punishment In showing them her diminished beauty but it is not so. She beckons them to look and understand No matter the cancer growth of their chemicals that poison her body There is no permanent death for she will consume any and all Even her own brood to continue on.
Her children may strip her of everything As willingly as Shel’s tree gave herself away But it is she who will remain long after their bodies Have grown frail and decayed For she is Mother Earth.