I smile and laugh because I am happy
     (Or am I just hiding the pain)
Covering my insecurities
      ( smiling and laughing away)
Look into my big blue eyes
      ( the whole story is deep inside)
Being a confident woman
      (The real me is hiding away)
             ( hurting with no self confidence)
                (Escaping the pain through my smile and laughter)
            Just over here trying to get through my day