What I would give for another cigarette. An ash stained mouth and a lung full of smoke, Spiralling up from the death wish I hold so delicately between my finger tips. Well I quite a while ago, and yes I can breathe, but why would I want to when I'm as self destructive as I am. So let me drink from a volcano and inhale the fumes, exhale in one breathe and clear my mind for a while.