i ******* hate you
why can’t i stop loving you?
you drive me insane

i know you don’t care
but i hoped you did
why do you act like you want be then rip me apart?
does it give you pleasure?
does it make it easier to use me?

i’ve had enough
but i can’t seem to break free

i’ve spiralled down this infinity whirlpool before
it only ends with me hurt and missing you
why can’t you let me see that there is people different to you