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Paris
Poems
Apr 2018
Look At Me
I’ve never seen you look at me
with the loving look that you
should give your daughter
I’m always in the back
never to be seen
to be heard
never to be thought of
With headphones in my ears
I push out the sound of your voice
I drain out the sarcasm and hurt
With the beat of music
Never was a genuine smile from you
No words of encouragement
No heartfelt “I love you”
Never even a decent conversation
Couldn’t pay for small things
that I wanted
never even thought
about my birthdays
or holidays with me
In a Dark spot I wait to see you
Yet you’re never there at the end
Always Mom
grandma
sister
Never is you, Dad
You’ve never done anything
for me that was heartfelt
never tried to strike up a
conversation with me
never even tried to genuinely
spend time with me
My feelings for you always be love
but is slowly being
consumed by emptiness
The man shaped hole in my heart
will never be repaired because
you’ll never make an effort
to stitch it back up
would you at least try
to make an effort
all I’m asking
What I really want
is for you to just
look at me
#abandonment
#father
#dad
#half
#custody
#empty
Written by
Paris
14/F
(14/F)
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