You're a solar flare Without a care The sun is your lair So we can't be a pair Which I felt was unfair So I starred down the barrel of a gun Into the shining sun To have my tears evaporate But all that did was exacerbate The eventual solar eclipse From the sound of your lips Telling me it's over But it didn't start I get in my lunar rover And sadly depart
Your supernova Put me in a loser's coma From a subtle sun kiss With a trillion ton fist That left me loveless Seeing the sun less
Stuck inside my tower My eyes are a shower I'm holding a sun powered Drug flower While I cower In the midnight hour During the solar absence I await a sunrise advent Like a cosmic abscess After being denied access Added to your black list I become dark matter When my dreams shatter I am indeed sadder Wishing my world was flatter
Yet the sun still shines Even when I'm blind Rays of light still come out Causing a seed to sprout Like a heroic water spout After a hundred year drought But I can only see the sunset As the future I've met And I begin to fret Over my daytime debt When I spend time but never give it I make a mistake and then I relive it The sun is scorching hot I can't grip it So when I get the upper hand I flip it And live under the sun This life is a lonely one
Can be found in my self published poetry book βIcyβ https://www.amazon.com/Icy-Andrew-Rueter-ebook/dp/B07VDLZT9Y/ref=sr_1_1?keywords=Icy+Andrew+Rueter&qid=1572980151&sr=8-1