I spent years running from you
Now I'm running to you
In the heat of the night you gave me hope
I remember that night
It was your grace that stayed my blade
It was your love that kept my heart beating
I was sick of what I had become
I felt so *****
I knew that if I ****** that blade that I would meet you
But that wasn't my time
I knew you had a purpose for me
You brought me through that fight
You calmed the storms
You taught me to keep my eyes on you and not on those waves
Those wives looked so big
You reminded me of the size of your grace
You reminded me of what I was born to do
I wanted to end it all so much
I didn't want to live
I didn't want your grace
Then you called me out
You offered me a place
You gave me a home
I felt so worthless
I felt so hopeless
And you stepped in and made me feel hopeful
Worthy
Something
You made me remember what it was like not to feel pain
You are my God
You are my King
And one day
I will meet you
Face to Face