Your heart is big. It's too much for some people. Learn to guard it from the people who wrap their hands around your neck whose kisses taste like blood. Your sadness is overwhelming. You have to teach yourself not to drown the people you love. Eventually they'll learn to swim, and it won't be towards you. Loneliness lives within you. Fight it without destroying yourself in the process. Love is addicting. Love exists. Love is toxic. Love hurts. Good luck.