I wish I could yell at you
I wish you knew
what pain you put upon me
I wish I could be set free
Free from this binding pain, I'm black & blue
And the only one to blame is you
I've tried to take away the blame I feel toward you
To release you of this fault, to forgive you but I can't
I can't do it, you broke everything we had
Everything I tried to build with you
I'm now through
But the worst thing is
at the end of the day
when I go down to lay
It's that I still love you
Even though I should hate you
Even though if I can't forgive you, Even though you broke my heart
I
still
l
o
v
e
you Johnthan
And I hate myself for it