people always tell me to let go like it's so easy,
they don't know the love i felt,
they don't see the person sitting in my memories...

i feel the exact same as i felt from the last moment i saw you,
i remember everything,
as if it were yesterday;
in reality, it's been more than 2 years.
but they don't understand what goodbyes mean to me...

she's still alive though.
living in the catacombs of my heart,
suffocating from my ****** up brain
and the smoke we share in our lungs
drowning the emotions i run so desperately from.

i know you're happy and in love with someone else--
it's just that... what i always wanted to say to you is:
i hope i never have to say goodbye to you,
so for now i'll keep a little piece of you locked away
in different corners of my body, with this dream that someday,
i'll find you again...