I am obsessed with technology. The noises from other people's lives are just loud enough to drown out my own. The bright lights give my eyes something better to look at then this eternal mess I've created. The videos distract me just long enough to survive into the next day instead of becoming another casualty of this world. The people give me hope that there's something better out there, that if I can hold on a bit longer, something good might happen. So yes, I am utterly o-b-s-e-s-s-e-d with technology.