P-you said please as you reached for the bottle in my hand, leaning over me to grab the opener on the counter I-intense heat washed over me, and i hoped you'd press closer N-you pull back, neatly popping the cap off and pressing the bottle to your mouth, i watch your lips I-suddenly you're gone, and i wonder what type of insane i become when you're near N-later i'm outside watching my friends dance in the moonlit yard, and you come to stand next to me, neat and untouched as ever G-i force myself to cool my cheeks, and look at you with casual observance, you reach out and clasp my shoulder as you whisper your goodbyes
and soon enough, you're gone from my sight but ever present in my thoughts