That's how I feel. Not once do I feel as good as I should be. I'm as useless as dead leaves in the spring. New leaves make people excited because they bring shade. All I'm good for is starting a fire that could **** a person. Fire is bad, just like me. I'm bad for the people around me, I'm bad to the people I love. I'm just a bad person. Sure I may seem successful, but I don't do anything. I'm as useless as a wet lump of coal.