I feel like crying on my happiest days
It’s so sad that every crack of a smile cracks my face a little more
It’s sad because I never know when I’ll feel it again
So, as you walk away in the snow and I wave you off, know,
when I close that door, I cry
But I’m happy that I can’t hurt you while you’re away
I can’t break your little wings
And I can’t halt your endless flapping
Your beauty is secure away from me
No more bruises or welts
Just sweet nectar from roses in the garden
So, leave me hummingbird so that I can cry and finally be happy