“It’s just a bad day.” well lately I’ve had lots of those.
And just like the sun, my happiness comes and goes.
behind the clouds, and out of my sight.  
The sky turns grey, and fades to night.
there are no stars in my sky.
I have no motive to try,
I’m a ******* mess, that, I can’t deny.
I wish I could run, anywhere but here, I want to leave it all behind, and completely disappear.
Never look back at the people or places.
I think I need to see some new fresh faces.
my life is a drag, I feel so alone.
I haven’t left my bed in days, no body calls my phone.
I can’t keep living this way, I’m forced to fight this on my own.
The ache wont cease, It’s attached to me,
Like a parasite, a disease.
I need it to leave, I’m on my knees praying, please.
I feel like I don’t have a single friend in the world.
But I’m a liar and a failure, what do I deserve?
The days may be dreadful, but the nights are much worse, it’s like all unpleasant thoughts seem to immerse.
I sit by the window, staring up at the sky, the stars, they amaze me, they always leave me mystified.
I cry to the moon, he listens so well.
I told him all about this living hell.
He knows how I feel, and how my day went, I read him all my poems,
I describe what I dreamt.
But he’s not always there, some nights he disappears
Behind the trees, or away from me,
That’s when the nights are the most lonely.
I know I sound insane, completely deranged, but we all get a little crazy when emotionally drained.
The sadness lives within, it runs through our veins, it’s stuck in our heads, and that’s where it remains.
I feel like I’m trapped, no escape from myself, I’ve never been this low, there’s no way out.
I’ve seen brighter days,
So I know that they’re real.
So I’ll keep searching for the light, despite how I feel.