The first time i fell in love
Was with a girl
But i was told it was just friendship
When i was younger i hated the idea of loving boys
But i was told thats what i had to do
So i forced myself to

But that memory i couldn't get rid of
That love of mine was a pearl
Hiding in my shell
It was background noise
That love eventually grew
And i fell for a girl was the next thing i knew


You see i was never able to love who i was suppose to
I'm not sure what to do
I'm not sure who i am