help me

I miss him

its hard

its painful

I just want to open my valentines day card

"Wait until the 14th, I will miss you."

last moments

last words

I cry

I try

I smile

it will be a while

I need him to come home

I can't even call him on the phone

he is now in Wisconsin

Getting himself straight

Now I have to sit here... and just wait

I have no way to reach my love

All of this is just too tough

10 weeks until I get to hear from him

Pictures of us strung on my wall

He is so handsome... he doesn't have to be tall

What we are going through, will be our journey

I constantly tell myself "Do not worry!"

"Will it be the same?" racing through my head

It has to be. Atlas we aren't wed

I miss his gorgeous smile

Now I have to wait a long while

We love old Disney movies, nicotine, and soccer

If I hear from him before 10 weeks, it will be a shocker

My true love, and my life

His jawline... sharper than any knife

I love how he is Thai

If he never left I would never cry

My regret of not making the most of every moment lies within

He would always look me in the eye and softly touch my chin

I miss his smell

The one I now can not recall very well

I miss his unique face

The one that none of the stars in the galaxy could ever replace

I want to scream so loud

But his choice to go Makes me so EXTRAORDINARILY proud