In darkened alleys and vacant parking lots, Liminal spaces; an astral plane most physical Broken bones, raw bruises, and blood clots This is where I wish to throw the first punch; atypical And insane, I just want to fight Scuffed knuckles and bleeding noses, I’ve got some sort of plight Where hatred turns to violence Hungry blade in hand and dash of rogue; like a lioness I’ve got to feed my body’s desire This disturbing anger burns inside me like your funeral pyre
Poor, little girl with emotions on mute Dreams and dreams of taking on the world Come on, take me the **** on, deep down I’m a brute; Brass knuckle dusters and a switchblade twirled One look at you and it’s all weapons activated All this rage facilitated By the **** I take with a smile As is the style Of a lady too scared of dried blood consequences Who feels too much with all her senses
But with the sun down and midnight rears its ugly head Where moonlight trickles through tin plated shanties That’s when the darkness is heavy as lead In my heart, I feel the turmoil and I become a useless vigilante Too drunk on violence to care for justice And I got a lust for us
For us and a good and ****** fight Just you, me, and my one-sided rage Let’s knock you out like a ******* light But maybe if we burn some sage I’ll be purified of this urge Because every time I see your pretentious face I get this despicable desire to purge You of this plane of existence But Baby, that’s why you need to learn Respect me or expect resistance And deep down I yearn That you never do So I’ll be justified When I get to throw the first punch; beating you black and blue But just know I tried
I tried to lock up these feelings Beneath a pretty and innocent smile When my brain is Hell and I got my reasonings And you’ll be my first trial Of anger and violence Where words fail and I don’t believe in silence At least not until you’ve screamed And in the afterlife that you’ve dreamed