I'm in a car and It's starting to sink I'm struggling to breath, Emotions drowning me I'm grasping for breath, Trying to scream But nothing comes out, I'm just by myself Nothing I can do,Knowing no one is coming to help And it's all my fault, Twisted thoughts, bruised hearts, open scars I tempted suicide,Couldn't never plunge the knife I did not choose this life But it's my choice if I live or die and i'm still deciding