i think i was happier before, Before you broke me down before you took my pride, pride i only just gained today and its all gone because of a bit of blame, blame that was missed placed for your anxious thought because i stand out , out of the closest with pride and nothing to hide, nothing to hide but my happiness from one of the ones i love most, beacause she and he would rather i hide it away smoke, unhealthy but numb you see, drugged to the bone but not happier indeed.