--and the grand canyon is getting smaller behind you while your heart is getting bigger, ready to burst, craving a return to the journey: when red dust reflected on your sunglasses instead of your side mirrors, the rearview, when the car mileage hadn't hit halfway. something about the southwest settles under your skin like an itch. it's almost like-- it feels like-- you're finally finding out that this must be what it is to be homesick.