Your love was like air
When I loved you
I inhaled
And oh it was amazing
Like a new born
I tasted it in the beginning
And I wanted more of it
I wanted
To make it mine
Then and forever
Now more than ever
It feels
Like I am in a cloud
Filled with particles
Of smoke
Obstacles of love
Where oh my lover where
Is the air I once live for
The love I once felt
This cloud of smoke
That we’ve made ours
The bitterness
The air that goes to my heart no more
But to my lungs
The love that gives me fresh air no more
But smoke to fill up the space
The vacancy in my life
Gripping and choking
Ripping apart and bleeding out
Oh the betrayal
All for the sake of the fleeting
The passing
Like the smoke
My lover
I hurt
My lungs
They burn
My heart
It chokes
On your smoke.