what if one day you wake up and realize you don’t want me anymore?... you’ll see me the way I see myself and you’ll leave me. What if my worst fear comes true ? What if you realize you truly are better without me? That all I ever did was bring you down never made you happy what if you realize and admit that everything I say about myself is true... you’ll see me for the trash that I am and you’ll leave and be happier without me. I couldn’t say anything tho all I want is for you to be happy but if that’s not with me then I can’t stop you I love you and I don’t want to lose you but will you be better off? Will you want to leave me for someone better? You seemed happier the day we didn’t talk.. were you? What if I trap you in this relationship am I? I’m sorry if I don’t let you leave if you truly want to you can go yes I’ll cry but if it’s what you want I’ll idk I’ll be okay as long as your happy