Man how I have chaged

From a insecure little kid in search of fortune and fame

In search of intimacy and love


And I never found it it evaded me like a wild dove flying away each time I get close

So I changed and became a cold heartless boy living fast and mean
Doing bad things hurting people that wouldn't cross me

I broke hearts made the sweetest girls fall apart

I used them over and over again swearing that I changed

I just caused destruction and pain

And I hate myself for it

I was tired of the drugs and  of the ***

               I was tired of this meaningless ****


So I quit and I changed again into something other than this tragedy

To a  man hoping to feel intimacy

To feel anything actually

But my past keeps following me

Haunting me
past ghost never leaving me

Alone ....


Its probably karma that ***** is getting me back for being so cold

So maybe I will change again ...


That's just what I do

I am the human chameleon

Nice to meet you.