The cursed clouds decide to stay Through this blacked out phase So I proceed to play During darkened days
Swirling black In a sky of flak The courage I lack To counterattack
Bombs explode Smoke blocks the sun Now that I know Dying can be fun To the finish line I run After I feel I am done
The sky gets darker By permanent markers The sun hides The dude abides
I am under a curse Of things getting worse I look for a nurse Out the back of my hearse
Love can be found And unwound No one is bound So they leave town
The days used to be bright Until I found reasons to fight And the grass died When my *** lied
I can't retrieve the light When I am blinded I'm unable to use sight So I cannot find it
Darkened days Block the sun's rays I can't see through the haze Of these darkened days
Time passes Like lightning flashes And depleting drug stashes Impeding love's crashes When I'm burnt to ashes
I don't know if I'm romantic Or in an existential crisis But as I become tantric I feel I must fight this So I wield a sword Of tears that poured For those I adored Until they brought darkness Despite my praise When they act heartless I live darkened days
Can be found in my self published poetry book βIcyβ https://www.amazon.com/Icy-Andrew-Rueter-ebook/dp/B07VDLZT9Y/ref=sr_1_1?keywords=Icy+Andrew+Rueter&qid=1572980151&sr=8-1