Worms behind my eyes And vultures in the sky Their shadow swarms to feast A tear appears a cry Beaks inside my head The screeches through my veins Noise swimming through my blood My gut sickened by the shame The flight of a thousand worries Cloud the sky in a falling angst The army of thoughts attack in my sleep Moving them up in their ranks Centuries long, a gruesome war A spirt alive just to fight But not seen a warrior, surviving in the dark In a need of a different light Victories forgotten, the walls lined with losses Thou art thine own great vice Maybe one day, these crimes will be pardoned And red blood will rain through the night