i told you how i felt, why i didn't do what you wanted it meant nothing to you
because "no excuses", right? if you were on this website, you'd know i was writing about you.
but you don't know about Hello Poetry, or that i even wrote poetry.
now, i'm left crying, wanting to self harm again and you think i don't want you in my life.
it seems more like you don't want me in yours.
i'm sorry this is not a poem, i feel lost in my thoughts right now, and i do not wish to indulge the subject to my friends again, i feel like i've ruined their night enough. i needed to rant. apologizes. sorry Zach for not talking to you