It felt like i fall apart between your arms I never felt so weak and warm , I was happily confused about my emotions could you be the one? after all that talk , am I that easy to forget? am i that easy to let go? , am I in the right road ? am I just ann angel with a partner? is this is my purpose in the earth? , finding the right one living my feelings in mix of emotions day by day having new love shade of colors knowing our true colors having what we dreamd about could this be it!? , you mean so much more then I ever showed you probably you was the only person that really know me you did know every thing about me in such a short time , I was feeling safe talking to you about my fears my happiness my moods you was the home I wish to go to every night to hide from this world I wish to see you again to say I'm sorry I never meant to say I don't feel anything for you when we were so close to have it all , i was feeling a lot I was selfish I was scared , because I learned something in my life that I should never put my happiness in someone else hand you never know when he will throw it and you had my happiness , all I ever know that you was the one for me you look so much like me we share same interest we hate the same things we were both lonely souls I know that I belong to you as much as I know you do I'm afraid that someone will hurt you I care about you still I keep mention you in my prayers hoping from god to protect you even tho I didn't show that to you but I hope nothing bad happen to you I still think of you every second in my day I just can't stop all I ever think about is you but this doesn't matter any longer because i saw that you did move on wich mean I lost the love of my life, the love that comes once in life nothing hurt more then this feeling it burn deeply feeling empty in my heart having no sleep having no dreams feeling like addicted because when I let you go I let my heart with you , but all this is with no meaning and it's too late but I just want you to be happy and to know how i truly feel and my words are nothing but real , and I hope more then anything that she will treat well I hope she'll know your worth I hope she will understand you I hope she will do whatever to make happy I hope she will be there at your nights to hold you close I hope she doesn't let you alone I hope she will listen to you I hope she will look deep in your eyes and tell you how much she loves you I hope she know how perfect you are I hope she will be proud to have you i hope she will love you at your worst I hope she will be loyal to you I hope she will help you to make all your dreams come true i hope she never leave you i hope she will take care of you I hope she will understand how manly you are how I hope she will respect you I hope she know I hope she will
I want to write this here since I can't send it to him