I still remember the sound of your voice, (but only if I start with my name) the smell of your room in high school, the salt of your lacrosse sweat met with crushed Virginia grass, the stale but inviting stash of ditch **** in your drawer from before we knew better, those fleet heart beats in the back of your red two-door when you held my face in your hands when you kissed me and gave me my heart when you told me you love me first