to right an ode to maize i really must have lost it if it has come to this from around the vicinity of south america chile is america so why am i here in this place of my own reception put in a blender that is i am i am shazzam the colors alone are enough of a poke in the eye to shake a sharp stick at ( speaking of color ) wish i wasn't so conditionally prejudice would love to caress some black ******* and thighs and other parts but only if she acted my shade of white ( when you're crapping out the truth sometimes it stinks ) and there was a billboard up on lake street for one week before someone complained and the city gestapo took it down it said the problem is culture not color i don't know seems right to me but i'm just a confused white guy in my head trying to drop society from my brain without dying in the cold for lack of gold which i still habitually cherish heh ! it buys aspirin and food can't be all bad not even t.v. is all bad and that is an incredible testament to the value of this red white and blue daze of life is first i can have all the screaming world where ever i'm sitting in front of and ( this the good part ) i can legally get up and turn the **** thing off !!! and not even the news is all bad like even the news tells us true one percent of the time but you really have to concentrate to see it hence the commercials which delude and hypnotise yet shows me there is enough of the large big green benjamins around already just need to put them to good use hence philosophy and logic which have been studied for thousands of years with the intensity of looking into a gun barrel you not holding the trigger ( been there done that even tried to grab the gun that really opened a trap door to my psyche let me tell you he must have been a ****** we both got scarred and ran away ) so anyway the purpose of such effort is to justify keeping mine in my pocket while you do whatever happens to you i don't care as long as mine stays in my pocket without guilt but i have to poke out my eyeballs for that which really screws up the color ( speaking of color ) if i wasn't so conditionally prejudice i'd really like to rock with some black girls been working on the solution for 20 years but still working on it