Longing to feel deaths cold embrace. I miss the days of a pure smile on my face. So I guess now I’m just counting the days. But I can’t help but want to get out of this place. No friendly faces far or near. I miss the running of tears. How does everything keep changing. It’s not something I can find myself embracing. So why does my mind continue to keep racing? It’s everyone else’s time I’m wasting. What is this bitter feeling that keeps chasing me. I feel undeserving of love, is there a key?