Do I really want to bring kids into this world? And produce more wickedness Being that we are shaped in iniquity and born into sin And there's nothing perfect about me So how can something beautiful come up out me? I guess that's why my seed is crippled and unable to sprout Without the help of science And at times upon faith I feel unreliant My dad murdered by the gun so forgive me if I get excited when it comes to violence I mean he was superman His ****** taught me that life wasn't the comics No bullets bouncing off his chest Instead it just took one to the neck 30mins later he took his last breathe And my future shaped by him died too Here I am a grown son that lost his dad as a kid I know more than most that this world births hate Yet still my heart desires to create More life Even though that life in time will end If it wasn't for the scriptures giving me a glimpse of my Lord and Savior I would be a true pessimist Life with Christ the only way to purge The corruption that's produced by this wicked world
Sometimes I have to put my frustrations on the page. The words of a flawed man