maelstrom of moribund memories
shortlist of long-lusted envies
amalgam of devastations frenzied
i would have died long ago
if i'd known i had it in me
cajoled choruses of conceit
abject persuasions of defeat
adjunct desolations unceased
i reckon there are worse things
than a man being deceased
uniquely embittered heartstrings
sophisticatedly littered hope-dreams
unashamedly delivered hurt-schemes
but the loneliness was the worst thing