they told me home is where the heart is but i, in my separation, in my distance from this house, made a place for myself inside my heart and stayed there. it is big and bold and there is room in it enough for everyone. i stayed down low, a crimson dot on the radar, blinking back wave after wave after blue, breaking wave. there is a neon vacancy sign attached to the front of my sweater. there is room in my chest tonight. i am at home within it. as for the others, i hope they are too. it is not my business either way.