Everything started with me, As a human being Every actions I did led up to this But what you did shouldn't have been a guaranted Why,Everything you were doing I was disagreeing, See I can't understand why your not comprehending what I'm saying I'll break it down, So you can understand At the age 2 you started to abuse Until I was eight, Stopped only because the state took me away Even though that wasn't the worse I still remember those bruises on my back,The belts you'd guys use, And your hands that slapped , And how you never showed remorseΒ Β But then I was saved when the state took me away But not really cause a year later I went back Cause I said I wanted to go home Then live with a dad who I barley even knew You have to remember I was only eight I didn't know what to say I apologize for any of the confusion The first year was great, Nothing went wrong Just me, my mom, her husband, my brother
That was a mistake, I shouldn't have given in The moment I let my guard down That's the moment you intrude I can't believe I trusted you I didn't get the ******* clue I didn't get the memo
The night she left me alone with you That's the moment she messed up You came into my room, You closed the door I didn't have a choice but to follow along You brought out a gun But we weren't on the same team Shots fired But no, You left me with something worse then a wound You left a memory that can never heal A scar that can never be removed See I tried to fight but you overpowered You took my clothes off And pushed me on the bed You took advantage Of what you shouldn't have You should be a ashamed Cause this is no actions of a real man