Should I feel the sudden feeling of regretfulness? The fact I showed my bare self to you. My whole being. But it’s nothing but a memory now, one I wish not to forget. I can not contain the bitter screams pulling me down. I haven’t been talking for awhile , possibly it’s the best to keep my cries locked up. Oh I beg you dear love, do not forget about every special moment I had with you. Is it wrong I don’t wish to love you? I do not wish to care but I do. Yes I do. Stop ignoring my cries , look at me. Look at me with those eyes, eyes that can stop thunderstorms. green hazel eyes I wish to stare into. Don’t go for I am not ready to say goodbye. Forever