The beat of my heart feels like it has died My heart begins to feel heavy, it’s true. nervous laugh nervous laugh and I suddenly cried You’re not here, you are gone. The lord needed you. I look to the sky, I look for someone to blame surrounded by many yet none. I’m alone. I’m screaming out loud. I’m screaming your name. I drop to my knees and weep. Please come home Covered in sweat, I wake up with a scream To realise this was all just a terrible dream