Forgive me sir for I am sorry I cannot take your hand. I say sir instead of friend. You once were a dear friend. Now you resent me. With your passive aggresive tone. I told you I couldn't be with you to protect you. You didn't understand that. Why would you? I love you but I would never be in love you. I love you enough to not lead you on. I would never be what you want in a relationship. I would break your heart and **** off part of your life span. I knew you would hate me in the end. Either way it was inevtable to happen. Yet I saved you from me. Being with me isn't good for you. I would **** you faster once the daster was set. I really do love you sir. So I must let you go and hate me. It's the only way to protect you. I still think of you and dream about you. It's all for the best I tell this to myself alone in this empty house.