I jump in and out of my skin
And I test what feels better
Being under a layer of flesh feels suffocating, yet safe and predictable
Watching the world from above
Feels confusing and exhausting
If I were to choose
I would live out my life
Under the soft blanket of flesh
Settling into my organs
And meaning the words that come out of my mouth
But it doesn’t seem like I have a choice
So I rapidly vacillate between the two
I’ll be vibrating till the grave