I’m so tired....of holding it all in.
The pain is not worth bearing.
You’re the only reason why I still do this....this living thing.
I’d love to end it all.
But if I do you’ll have no one to call.
I hold your weight because you love me and i love you.
I’m not sure why though, I make mistakes in everything I do.
I can’t let you fall but that being said you won’t let go.
Neither of us will let the other fall so we’re stuck in this frozen pain that is life.
But as soon as your life has passed, I’m grabbing the knife.